Haven't written in a while. (well, that much is obvious) I've been using facebook a lot more than good 'ol livejournal. Welcome to the facebook generation?! Personally, I like facebook better than myspace. Myspace has a bunch of extra crap on the page. Well, I don't know what else to write, so I'm going to go.
-j

I haven't written on my livejournal in FOREVER, but it's like, one of the only good sites i can access from the school's network. I've been using facebook mostly, but i am unable to acess it. :( The wather was really nice, and then all of the sudden, BOOM! we got hit with snow. School was unable to be attended on thursday thanks to no power and a little thing called snow. This now means that our last day of school is a monday. damnit! I was really hoping for a last day friday. grrrr. But, Intersession is coming up and after that is vacation. Once we get back from vacation, the rest of the year will just fly by. like a breeze. (well, hopefully) I cannot wait for summer because i will be going to sargents camp this summer! hopefully the girls won't be bitches. that generally happened at girl scout camp. but, there will be guys there. this might make it better. i guess we shall see when the time comes.

i feel -ish today.




am i a bad friend? cause it feels like i am

Happy New Year Everyone! What are your resoultions?

jess

Gaaaah.
I feel tired today.
I want a boyfriend,
but love's being a bitch.

And, I'm looking for a job, but it looks like the only available one is at Dunkin' Donuts. whoop dee doo.

Am I going to be the girl who's only date in high school is to the junior/senior prom?
Really? cause i don't know if i'm even going to get a date to the prom.

merry christmas everyone!

hope you all have a joyous holiday.

how can you like a guy

but really want to get

over him at the same

time?

On my own....

pretending he's beside me...

That's what i feel like sometimes, but am i

really....

on my own?

I truly hope not.

drifting

floatin' in my bowl takin' movies.....doot doot doot doot

am i an island?

i feel extremely unclose to some of my friends

I just baked like, 4 dozen cookies, most of them chocolate chip. and, this weekend, i did the same dance 3 times in full make-up and costume. I don't ever want to do that dance or wear that costume again.

Love is too complicated.

My head hurts.

Half of my brain is jealous.

Gaah.

Don't really feel like going to school on mon. and tues., I would much rather prefer to have a week off, but oh well. what can you do about it? I'll be doing some hw this weekend, not too much. Some. PaperScape is also hapnin'. Have to read East Of Eden...........Hopefully i'll be able to get together with someone. Let Me Know if you wish to.
Caio!
Jess

not much went on today. went to school, and went to tap dance. Watched Gilmore Girls, and am still surprised at what happened. Lorelai and Christopher got married! AH! Not that anyone is truly caring about that at this moment.........Anyway, I need to go. Post Back Later.

I'm really happy for this 3 day week and 4 day weekend set-up. Watched tv like, all afternoon mostly. (after i shelved books at the library) :) Yeah, i'm that cool. Othere than that, I don't really have anything to write about. While I was at the library, i reshelved two entire series of books. i'm kinda ocd about books that are supposed to be in order but aren't. especially ones that have numbers on the sides. i mean, how hard is it to shelve a book that has a NUMBER on the side people?!?!?! well....i should go.

I feel like such a bitch...i've thought this a thousand times in my head and i'm like...repeating myself, but i don't know when to begin. I'd like....
-to be invited to a sleepover (can't remember when i last was)
-have a friend who calls to say hi and we end up talking for an hour
-do stuff with buds on weekends (movies, shopping, etc.)
-have a friend i can chill with
-have someone to completely open up to
-someone i have a bunch of inside jokes with
-someone that i know will always be there

Don't take this the wrong way, you guys are all fabulous, i just guess i'm drifting from some of my old friends, and need a little help finding some new ones.

Happy Halloween everyone! Trick-or-Treat! I'll be making cookies (yum)

Jess

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone


I feel like I'm drifting from some of my friends.....

Sometimes i feel so fucking like an emotional wreck. sometimes i wish i had someone to talk to.

Hey Everyone! Here are some links to a few cool bands "across the pond"

www.kaiserchiefs.co.uk

www.thekooks.co.uk

Jess

Not much going on . We have a four day weekend. YAY! I don't really know what to write, have a bunch of Humanities hw.....ugh. Am I considered clingy? let me know what you think (for those of you who read this thing)